The Answer to the Why

I keep avoiding you, for the reason that can't be talked to. A little thing about fulfilment and awareness. You lack both, I leak my love. I am starving for the stars in the ocean. Ironic. Iconic.&nbs...

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Don't

The time when you let go off my hand while I was holding you tight, I thought you were having something urgent, but, I saw you,  avoiding your friend,  three girls up there,  you were being ashamed. You left me behind as I am not your girl, just like stranger, who never know each other, I hate you at that time, I was upset, I was the one who were being hurt, I didn't...

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The Positive Side of Mine

I am insecure I am weak I am not confident about my self I am full of negative thought Tho, I still believe that the sun Will shine brightly Tomorrow or After  Sincerely The Midlife Crisis Woman 01-08-18 I found this, my own thought, at the top right corner of my lecture note...

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M A A F

Sejatinya hati pasti terluka, tergores sudut-sudut kata yang tajam yang bahkan dapat menghancurkan, terluka karena sikap dan perbuatan segelintir manusia karbitan. Lantas kata "Maaf" digadang-gadang sebagai sebuah penawar akan hancurnya perasaan-perasaan itu. Ia selalu saja dikambinghitamkan, disalahkan apabila si pengguna tak kunjung mendapat pengampunan. Maka sering terdengar "Maaf" yang diucap...

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Living with scars on my face

Bismillahirahmanirahim... Sebenarnya mau berbagi kisah ini sejak lama, sejak mata yang kala itu masih basah, sejak dada masih sesak menerima kenyataan, tapi rasanya terlalu sakit untuk membuka kembali luka yang telah lama mengering.. tapi di sinilah saya sekarang, menceritakannya pada kalian... Saat SMA dulu saya adalah si periang, si pemarah, si kocak, si pemberani dan si-si aneh lainnya. Saya...

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